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[11 Nov 2008|11:25pm] |
She's so sexy, I had to have her.
She's a natural, natural disaster.
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[16 Aug 2008|12:11am] |
Chastity Jasmine Ware, better known as CJ, was born December 19, 1990 to Michelle and David Lang. Michelle was a well-known dress designer and David a prominent defense attorney. David had always wanted a daughter and Michelle really didn't care what sex the baby was because she would love her no matter what. Ever since CJ was born, her mother worked hard to raise her right. She refused to keep liquor in the house, insisted that no one argue in the house, and even broke David of his swearing. She wanted her daughter to be the best possible version of herself. Her sister had three kids that she swore were satan's offspring and her brother had a twelve-year old girl who was a spoiled brat. That was the last thing she wanted for her daughter. She wanted her to have a kind heart and a good head on her shoulders. David, on the other hand, had no doubt in his mind that she would grow up to be a lovely responsible young woman. She had two parents that loved her very much and would do anything to make sure she was on the right path to being the woman she was meant to be. As CJ grew, she was the apple of her parents' eyes. She was sweet and well-behaved. She made finger paint masterpieces for her parents to put on the fridge. Her father always told her that she would be a famous artist someday and that he would be proud to say that he owned her first piece.
Then the worst happened. When CJ was five, her father was killed by a drunk driver on his way home. Her entire world fell apart after that. She spent the following week wandering through the house, taking in how quiet it was and would be from that point on. Her mother did her best to keep what remained of their family together, but they both knew that it wasn't the same. There were so many milestones left in her life that her father would never get to be a part of. For the next few years, it was just the two of them. CJ grew into a wonderful young woman just like her father knew she would. There wasn't a day that CJ didn't think about him. Whenever she was about to do something that went against her morals, she thought of him and what he would think if he saw her making such a poor judgement. Her mother was proud of the person she had become. She worked hard to give her the life she wanted for her. The two had grown even closer over the years. It was just the two of them against the world and CJ liked it that way. Sure, she could tell that there were times when her mother got lonely, but they stick by each other through thick and thin. Every year, they would visit David's grave and each would talk about everything going on in their lives. They would never leave without putting a bouqet of daisies on his grave. Whenever he came home from a business trip, he would bring the girls bouqets of daisies and in a weird way, it felt like they were coming home in they sense that for that short time, they could feel his prescense and they knew their family was together.
When CJ entered high school, she started to find a balance in her life. She joined the swim and tennis team, becoming a dedicated member of both teams. She found art classes which helped her hone her talent and guided her on the right path for her future. Most importantly, she found her first and only love. Cynric wasn't the type that most people would pick for CJ. He was a stoner and a pain in the ass as opposed to CJ's high morals and sweet demeanor, but opposites attracted. He was sweet in his own way and charming. CJ didn't stand a chance. The two dated all of freshman year and there was a part of her that knew he was the one, but there is always something that got in the way. She saw all her friends either having sex or talking about having sex and she got scared that Cyn would want to have sex. She wanted to wait until she was married to have sex and she was worried that if he didn't get it from her, he would get it from somewhere else. She didn't want to compromise her morals and she didn't want him to cheat on her either so she decided to call it quits. After the break-up, she quickly realized that she had given up the one person that was perfect for her. It didn't last long. When she saw Cyn date around and she heard the rumors going around about him, she was convinced that she had been right about him all along and forced herself to move on with her life. If only she knew that he wasn't even interested in sex until after the break-up.
These days, CJ has moved past the break-up, or at least that's how she tries to come off as. His friends are constantly trying to get them back together, but so far their attempts have been fruitless. CJ is an incoming senior and one of the best artists in school. She still hangs onto her morals as far as sex, drinking, and drugs go. She doesn't preach to others who may do those things, but she prefers that they don't do them around her. She hates to see her friends do things that she is so strongly against. She takes more chances now that she's older and even wants to go skydiving before she dies. She just wants to get the most of life. Even her mother has found a nice balance in her life. A month ago, she married a nice man she had been dating for a year and a half and she and CJ moved into a house with him. He was a good guy, but he had been a bachelor for most of his life so he still had to get used to having a wife and her daughter around. He was so much like her father in many ways, but he never once tried to replace him. All he tries to do is be there for her and give her a good life. So far, CJ does have a good life. She still can't shake the feeling that there is something missing from her life, but she doesn't let it get her down. She focuses on her studies and on her family so she doesn't have any time to think about it. Everyone but her and Cyn knows that their belong together, but she refuses to admit that she is still in love with him. She figures it's better that way, for them and for herself.
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